VALENTINE

世上每对情侣代表着钥匙和锁，
谁也不能没有谁，
当找到属于自己的钥匙时，
要好好珍惜直到永远，
只因他是唯一能开启你内心之锁的人。
情人节快乐！

valentine..HAPPY VALENTINE to EVERYONE^^..
Yesterday felt bad eh..because a lonely valentine day~~where is Mr.Right?~~
buT have to accept..SINGLE life..yesterday i was nothings to do,felt boring..just can kept dreaming and muzzy there.such a PITY!:(haiz..
next year may make differences to me,am I?hopes so much...:)

anyway...
I wish all be happy..
^-^

I listened for the license teory too yeterday!damn fxxxx!stay for almost 7 hours at Hulu Langat there..Sleepy~~~

Breathless

I hate myself.
I hate my weakness.
I hate my personality.
I hate my way.
I hate my decision.
I hate to make decison.
I hate to be innocent.
SO WHAT?!I have to accept,I have to faces it!

I just need your support.But I am not being support.
Be honestly,I really lost in direction..Recently,I thinking to withdraw after get my semester 2 'result.In my mind,it felt so wrong,it felt so right..I just keep confuse,worry,afraid..what should I do?I really don't know:( please...don't ask me..don't bother me...I felt breathless~压力一定有外在的来源，但让我真正痛苦的，却是藏在内心的加压器。
And then...

I was moody of myself..my friends..and others..I knew almost all disagree about my thought my decision..Now,if you ask me whether make decision for myself.I can tell that YES,I DID.I just felt shame to tell all of you..because i have not ready to tell so,I don't wish to REGRET of myself again:(...Last week.I chat with ky through msn..At here,I take the opportunity to thanks him..my friend..really thanks!!!I tell a lots about me to him,he listens to me and I learned a lots from what he taught me.Thanks for his understanding too even he is not support me:)

Everytime,every moment I feel comfortable after I share my inner feeling with someone.Thanks for support me, no matter how am I to be.I must tough ,I must not to be negatively.Move on~~~~

From this moment,LIfe begins.

The road to success is not straight,there is a curve called failure.A loop called confusion.Speed bumps called bad friends.Red lights called enemies.Caution lights called family.You will have flat tyre called job,but you have a spare wheel called determination.An engine called perseverance.Insurance called faith.A driver called God.You will make it to a place called 'SUCCESS'.

你找到了吗？

一个普通朋友从未看过你哭泣，
真心朋友有双肩让你泪水显尽。
普通朋友讨厌你在他睡后打电话来，
真心朋友会问你为什么现在才打电话来，
普通朋友找你讨论你的烦恼。
真心朋友找你解决你的困扰。
普通朋友在吵架后认为友谊已结束，
真心朋友明白，当你们还没吵架就不叫真正友谊。
普通朋友期望你永远在他身边陪伴，
真心朋友期望能永远陪在你身边 。

有没察觉你的身边出现了如此真心的朋友呢？你找到了吗？
遇到了的那一个要好好的去珍惜。
:)

我本人喜欢这段有意义的词句...


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and here I wishing the birthday girl(03022009)-chengmei a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!^^
I wish all her dreams come true ya..all the best!:)


birthday girl ~in the leftside.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009

GONG XI FA CAI I have no time to blogging since the 1st of new year.Family and I spent time with my aunt &her family and mummy cooked for us,of course I helped mum too:) The 2nd day still the same with 1st day.We cann't escape from the delisious food cooked by mummy,all of us keep keep eating~haiz~that 'what I worry,how easy am I gain weighted,no doubt for this time too.:( But my relatives said:nevermind la,lostweight after CNY la." how sad when I listens about it.haha...Be honestly.I already fat during CNY.I not to avoid eat this eat that,maybe is my mood problem I think:/but now need back to the time I passing by before to reduce weight,stard from zero.I know it hard but I have no choice. I break my promises many times,I hopes I believe I can before 21 years old.
End this topic..The next three days I went to Ipoh visited relatives, Johor and Port Dickson with family and also aunt'familys.An Innova car fixed in 9 peoples,that great!We talked,we laughed together on the way to destinations~Johor is the boring place to visited,because there have no 'huge' shopping heaven even the historical places also.haha..What can doing there?that is gamble at home~*gamble is the TRADITIONAL*right?~but unlucky,I lost money on it.:(BAD LUCK!! Unlike to Johor,I likes Port Dickson.In my memories,I remember that P.D not very clean in conditions but this time I went to there was totally changed.Why I say so?The beach is clean,the sea water is very clear .We step forward and we can see how deep of it,can see the sand in water too.That'wonderful!!I enjoyed")I have no drive motorboat because expensive!RM120 just for half an hours.But...my father,ancle,brother played it,this is what I dislike!!haha:) ..And I ate oyster!first time I try it,tastes not bad:)Thanks for uncle..
Overall of this CNY,I went to outstations,hang up with friends,celebrate with relatives and so on..The most important is HAPPY. happy to collect angpau!:P

I'm here to wish everyone--------------------------------
May this New Year bring many opportunities your way,to explore every joy of life and your resolutions for the days ahead stay firm,turning all your dreams into reality. And having a happy prosperous chinese new year!!^-^

Buddy..

messy~
FOUR of us
I like this:)
acting cute:P
FrieNDShip.
aGain..
Blur bLUR.>>
Happiness.
sAY yEAh!!^^

Joey vs Carlmen
Joey vs Mikkie
Kinda shoes:)
she said:heavy lahx~
She said:Don't want took photo lah~
Hopes the goal but failed again!:(
She felt 'pai seh' haha^^
UGly!but i just cnn't stop laughing yer!!
年年如意
吉祥如意
萬事如意
事事如意
新年快樂

gathering with them:) 31/01/2009

Today such a nice day.Early in the morning,I awake and get myself ready for a day went out with my dear friends-joey,carlmen and mikkie.Around 11am, we reached times square-NEWAY.The place I always going to.I like to sing,I like to scream out all my happiness and sadness.Of course,I am the one 'rampas' mic with them:)I had salad buffet as my breaksfast before I was getting crazy until 1pm^^After that,I had my own sing time.haha~In the same time,Joey,Carlmen and Mikkie keep took photo there:)but Mikkie looks likes muzzy there.The one of the staff there no manner eh!she keep the hating emotion when we asked for mic.stupid of her!:( I don't wish to see her next time!haha..Argh~still left 10minutes more,they asked us to leave and at that moment,I felt dissatisfy.Wow..there lots of peoples..there crowded in entrance when we out from sing room.

Our next turns is bowling..
aiyoyo...I felt embarrased at there because I don't know how to play:(I just play for fun.We wearing funny and kinda shoes when play bowling,I keep laughing and took photo on it.The unforgettable moment was the other peoples look at us.YOU know why?We really acting funny during the bowling time even mine also cannot control myself to stop laugh.haha..and Joey drops the bowling ball three times because she was tired to holded it.:)try your best next time ya!!!..WOW..the first round I win!happy eh~~second rounds turn to Carlmen.*But the points we achieve not very high.haha*

After that,we went to restaurant 'fun hei di' during lunch time.We felt hungry and cann't wait of the food serving~haha..We chatting,joking there..Time pass so fast,we went for shop a while.Actually I have lots of things want to buy,but I get control by Carlmen and Mikkie.:(They asked me to save money pula.disappointed eh!but I knew it good for me,so listens to them for ONCe time.haha..:)

We also took photo at the times square main entrance.There' nice in decorate!^^We went back at 6 something..enjoying today:)thanks...

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2009

new life

new starting point

new chapter

new beginning

wait for me!!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!


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