tear never gone

i read tat guy'blog..such a touching article for a gal...
totally i realize important thing about him..
i was jealous~~
he keep a gal in his heart for 4 years long,impossible for him to forgot her..
mine is 6 years long time compared with him to tat gal..
the gal reli lucky,she can saw him,talk with him and keep close with him.but mine all nothing!juz stupid hide in heart,no contact and nothings can said btw.
what can i do?nthing...
the only thing i can do is,
BLESSING to him.

阿婷，加油咯！^^

上星期，知道婷要过去槟城读书. 感觉很突然，因之前都没听她说过
..我连续几天一直问她想清楚了吗，真的过去啊，她一点会觉得很烦咯。哈哈。。可是，是真的嘛，过去那读书3年啊，不是3个月啊。。妈妈的鼓励，加上读医系不错的待优，所以就去读吧。。我想这里的一切她都会很挂念，尤其是XXx.:)
她的决定出乎意料，我很佩服，说真的。。如果现是我，或许我不会的，我是那种舍不得的人，适应能力又不是很好。。嘻嘻。。
嗯。。不懂她在槟城读书会是怎样呢，适应，习惯吗？！~~~可是，一切都会好好的^-^加油哟！！

all the best wishs to you.
keep in touch.
^-^

HaPPy birthday to chloe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!生日快乐!!SELAMAT HARIJADI!!
26/06 my dear friend'birthday.hAppy Birthday to her even im not celebrate with her yet,hopes she dun mind o...and i owed her a birthday present too..hehee..we are busy on our ownself,but still keep in contact^-^coz the reason what the friends are..:)im always be ur sides de ohx..
hmm..ah ying...ALL DREAMS COMES TRUE..gambate ya!!^-^

unhapi college day 25/6/08

i sat for accounting test yesterday.im weak in mathematics:(the unit i most worry.but i believe not worry for others peoples,just me..
*bullshit*i hate=.=
i was blur and sudden dunno how to answer the question ard.so stupid!!!although i got do revision and redo the question at hum..haiz...really upset...my friends looks at me,but i dun dare face them coz of my stupid emotion.but i reli cannt control my tears when i not done yet and saw my friends busy on tat,juz felt y im like tat 1 dunno what to do d.so useless..jolene said:dun cry,nvm de lahx..i know but haiz~~ah wei said:at once gt correct oso get the marks..but not sure~~haiz...

'went wrong'

totally different what i thought before.
anythings went wrong.

today i was wrote a journal about the day when everything went wrong.i got idea to tis title,but dunno why,when i started wrote,there such different things.i cannt express myself as well.so stupid!

haiz...still not study for accounting yet ,tmr goin a test=.=
hopes the continuosly exams can pass through easily~
need study later...bb...

what can i do?

ya..college life is good for anyone.

but now just a begins,i........

study!!!

doing homeworks!!!

doing courseworks!!!

prepare presentation soon!!!

i want become mad already-.-

such like not enough time for me to do other things.tired.

can i over all as well?

:(

try my best i thk~~

happY FATHEr day^^

oPP!!today is father day a!!
my family no celebrate with dad,just being normal..so bad...
i din hv prepare present for daddy..coz i such no time de...felt S.o.r.r.y oso speechless=.=
hmm..juz now drank the red wine wif dad,then my aunt said dad celebrate himself with wine.
i just quite,then i told tat dad din care abt any special day,coz he oways said gt heart evyday is da same 1..haha..he dun romantic 1..
dad told me tat his children be good listens to him,then tat was enuf for father day's present v given to him.wow...he so easy satisfy..hehee...^^and of course,i will be his good daughter all da time,i promise.however,my dad is a understood,loving person.he oso a IN ppl nehx,he oways upgrade himself 1..hehee...he is my dad 4ever~hapi father day 父亲节快乐even i din spoke out*-*
I LOVE DAD!!
I LOVE MUMMY oso!!if not,unfair hor...^.^

• 现在是凌晨1.34am。
• 明天没课，原本是和友们去唱K颠下，血拼的~
• 夜时，婷突然简信过来说不能去了，她被妈咪骂。因为她原本明天是跳几节课*不是很重要嘛*，和我们一起出去。结果她告诉妈咪，她姐又说她几句，那还得了？！没办法，只怪她乖女，很坦白。值得鼓励，嘻嘻^-^
• 到最后，她还是没得去。..没法子咯。
• 之后，我和敏还是决定要去，真的好想去大声高喊。很三八叻---
• 结果叻：还是去不成==最后一分钟，才知道敏在rush the coursework。看她忙得很，尽管想去，但还是算了吧，告诉她不要去了。就让她先忙她的吧~加油咯！
• booking ard,me oso prepare ard..nvm luhx...
• maybe wanna remind m3 dun goin out & study at hum gua..haiz...study lohx..=.=
• i thk dad is the most hapi person when know m3 dun hv out tmr.hehee...