我

羡慕
空虚
徬惶

好好装备自己,让自己看起来有自信
我真的不知道能撑多久!

年龄渐长
思想不断蜕变
追求的就只会一天比一天的多


原來,
变成一个放纵的坏女子,
只不过是举手之劳之事 .
只是看自己想或不想要而已.....

以不伤害的方式去改变,
行吗?

28MARCH2009

TURN OFF YOUR LIGHT

8.30pm-9.30pm(only 1 hour)


Let's do WHAT we can change TO the world ..


TOGeThEr....together..

EARTH60


I gonna do it.....
yeah:)

I LOVE EARTH!!!

学车

学了三次，还是很笨咧！！！！
今天学naik test，不顺利耶。
我看啊~我要学的比别人久呱...
Uncle 一直讲讲讲。哈哈
唉！一个字-‘笨’
白痴~~

呜呜........................................
加油咯！！

Read this.

It's natural to assume that groovy male stars would only be attracted to women as gorgeous as they are.
But,that's not always the case.
Read on!
To find out what turns these starts on,especially when it comes to matter of the heart.

Justin Timberland:"What's important is the kind of feelings you have when you're with a woman who has a lot of grace and composure."

Aaron Kwok:'' Big eyes,small lips and a healthy body."

LeeHom:"I would prefer an independent woman that someone who doesn't call me all the time to check where am I or what I'm doing"

Kwon Sang Woo:"I like a woman who has a good complexion and beautiful eyes."


.Women's week.

Do you excited about what' LeeHom said?:)
Yer.I did.

The LAST day

120309.Thursday.
Today,Jolene,YinSin,ChunSien,ChengMei accompany me went to admin block..I summit the withdraw form at the counter and the staff asked me to return my studenet I.D card.The moment I pass the card to the staff,I felt sad~especially when they all stand with me.I'll miss the time I spent with them during lecture hall,tutorial class,lunch time,the days we play fun together..I swear I keep them inside my heart...Remember!!!I leave from college,it doesn't means I leaving from yours.We must keep in touch^^And I waiting for date with THEM..

I shouldn't make myself disappointed.I will do my best in the next.
I miss all of you,especially is you.

After finished last Organisation Behaviour class,Jolene and I waiting for Bernard at canteen.After that,we spent our time at KLCC.We chit-chat and share topics each other,I happy and enjoyed!I appreciate much that both of you being my friend..Things are really unpredictable...thanks.:)

I sad but I happy.

心里的感动

Date:09/03/2009
Time:21.55

*爸爸在享用着晚餐时，我告诉他关于我的决定，他知道后地反应是对着我发笑，然后就向我说了一句：“嗯。。你自己喜欢吧！自己决定。。’’之前我都有和妈妈谈过，妈妈都没给压力或责骂过我，妈妈说这都是我的选择，我来决定就好了，不要烦酱多。我知道妈妈的关心， 感谢妈妈^^
而爸没反对我，从小到大，爸也从来没给过我任何压力和约束，本来我是应该开心才对的，但我并没有！ 而是心情down了下来，心酸酸的。总觉得是敷衍的话。。后来。。才发觉他不是那个意思。。**

没多久，我就拿着手机发呆，不知道要做些什么。坐在客厅里，我又对着电视荧幕前发呆，真无奈。爸就坐在我面前。犹豫了几分钟，我鼓起勇气问爸：爸，其实你会对我失望吗？ 爸看着回我说：我不会。我问：为什么？爸轻打我的头一下，他看见我眼角流泪，就向我说：“傻妹，路不是我们说set好的就这样走，读不到，还有其他东西可以做。不用一直逼自己，何苦呢？顺其自然吧！’’那一刻，我的心仿佛得到一种窝心的安慰。感动。。。我在想，有家人支持真好~
*我讨厌没沟通就流泪，却又控制不了*
接着，妈妈开起玩笑和我说：你不要变成神经病，如果在精神病院看到你，岂不更惨？就这样的人生，我和你爸更晕！听后，我真哭笑不得~

渐渐地，生活开始起了变化...


我的另一种感动..
Thanks for my dearly...
I had received warm messages from them...
It' could'nt be measure by words~


''每个人的观点不一样，我还是尊重你的决定。我只希望你快乐.''

"all people have different perspective,you couldn't put effort on studies,then put effort on other that you're interested. ''

"No matter what'your decision,I will always support you,my dear."

"我知道你的感受和想法，不要害怕！要勇敢！清晰自己的选择就好了。我支持你！"

"琪，加油！无论如何支持你的决定！！！不要难过哦！"

"我明白了。既然你决定好了， 我就支持你吧^^加油！"

''^^jia you my dear^^''

''it spiritually support you^^''

''Mm I understand liao..anyway,jolene and I also would support you and wish you all the best in the future.."

''chyi,you made a right choice for your own.just do it!''




谢谢你们..!!!thank you very much!!!arigatou!!!
:)


chloe*kaywai*jolene*bernard*samuel*chun sien*joey*carlmen*.......

我想再说一遍

我不是因为一时无心而不继续读这课程 ，一开始我知道我选错了，只是不晓得会搞砸成这样。我是有去培养对它的兴趣。第一次，我不及格，我告诉自己要忍，再一次机会去试下。第二次，我不是没用心，我有认真，结果还是这样的错。我不介意你说我不够付出多一倍的勤劳，我觉得我没有错，我不想逼得太紧。时间，精神， 金钱浪费了，我更知道半途而废是不值得，很可惜，可是我就是决定了，我不想和别人做比较，而我只是一直在在意。换来的是难过，让自己和家人失望。虽然不是什么大挫折，但我仿佛掉到暗角落里。我要撑住~即使怕后悔，怕别人怎去看待我。有个人告诉我要活在自己当下，向好的方面去想。我还是要硬着去面对，这就是“成长’’的一小部分。

朋友寄给我的一封信息：

路不必看太清，
看得越清走的越迷茫，
将来以后别去想，
想的越多烦的越多，
生活不必太认真，
越认真越觉得累，
有时候，
人生难得糊涂，
最重要的是国的简单开心就好。