Astro Talent Quest Final 2009

KahFai刘界辉(infront-middle*I like his voice much,I hope he is the winner!)、Alvin钟健桦(behind-leftside*he is eighteen years old!)、Min黄毓敏(infront-rightside*Superstar!)、Ryan涂富祖(behind-rightside*handsome &cute!)、Yoke曾洁钰(infront-rightside*she always try her best!)

Astro Talent Quest Final 新秀大赛2009 (决赛)
25-Jul-2009, 8:00:00 PM

LIVE from Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil, this singing competition showcases the talents of singers from across the nation.

星期六什么都不做

我只要呆在电视前

撑腰

过了那一天,
埋怨的心应该是时候把它放下了,
没有所谓的对与错,
而是自己的问题,
上天,爸妈把我带来这世界.
我应该要抱着感谢的心.

我会赶快震作起来,
面对外界带给我的刺激,
我死了都要撑住!!
不要担心了..

又过了一星期,
生活还是要过,
我要耐心...
等待,
去我想去的地方,
买我想买的东西,
得到我想要的,
吃我爱吃的,
做我想做的,
现在,
当作都是对我的考验.
我不怕**

公司来了两位新同事,
这几天都有点忙,
加上我就快要离职,
我想把会做的工作交给下一位新人,
可是却事与愿违,
那同事告诉我她不想做了,
她是tammy
太多的程序,她应付不了,
不适合她,
她不喜欢觉得闷,
怎样都好,
都是她的选择.
如果真的要走,谁都无可奈何...
至于另外一位同事呢..
-cherry
她简单,
总是静静的,
她也想走..
不知道,
人都是这样的,
适合就来，不适合就say goodbye..
算吧~
叫老板再聘请人吧!=)

我看起来很单纯?
第一眼,她是这样评估我.
我傻眼了下,
我问为什么,
她说是感觉,
觉得我的想法简单,
"我的脑袋总是装着满满的疑问号,不是我简单,而是复杂覆盖了我"那时候我心是这样想的.
反而觉得自己麻烦,
老是想的比别人多,
有时候真的是多此一举#@$
甚至我都不大会分辨谁是好人谁是坏人
每个听的,说的,都异样
我只要求
我对你好
希望你也对我好
不想失去你们
当你孤独一人的时候
没有人在是多么的可怜

终于,
领悟到了当时在diamond &platinum,
有位同事对我说的那番话,
我还记得.
原来踏入了社会,
慢慢地...
你就会摸索到,
人与人之间的那一道墙.
如果每个人都以最纯真的心去对待别人
不要有太多的偏见×嫉妒×憎恨
那有多好呢?

头脑神经错乱
弄得我很不舒服
左心房的上部位被不知哪来的东东叮咬到
又红又肿又痛

______________________不要后退___________________

肥妹子

胸口闷闷的
很想吐
刚才不知怎么的
突然喘不过气来
两个字：辛苦
吃了四颗酸梅子
舒服了一点
那一刻
我害怕


昨晚
敏载着她妹，怡和我
去了夜市集一趟
不知道为什么
第一次觉得夜市集不好逛
由前端走到后端
没有像以前的那种热度
来来往往的人也变少了
我们只是
边走边聊
走到冰泡档口
坐了下来
我-
一碗芋头味
一碗哈密瓜味
冷冰冰的感觉
超爽
是我的最爱
敏和她妹-
两碗也是一样的口味
怡-
原本要给我们试下芒果味的
却不小心倒翻了一碗
有点气～
没关系再order
我们还有
热腾腾的chay kuew teoy
就这样
谈下笑下
时间就这样过去了
敏过的好好
怡和我一样的心情
我们
加油！

昨天有三个人看到我时
对我说个不是的
我不是敏感而是真真实实的感受
只有自己身在其中才会明了
那时候我并没有告诉他们
因为他们不在
我只有莫名其妙的感觉
我是怪物吗?
我是肥胖哪又能怎样？
我是肉体的，有感觉性的
不需要这样对待一个肥妹子吧？
我心是痛的
朋友一向都对我说不要太在意自己的身型
但从这件事就是最好的证明我在意的原因
从小到大
我都胖嘟嘟
我也不想要
恨到不行
试过了
成功了
却又放弃了
过程
对我来说真的很难
对我 不是一般的容易

空空的
漂浮的
要绝食吗
现在
我想尝试
可能我能
为了自己
我能


回到今天
星期六的夜晚
jolene来我家
谢谢她
虽然
没有一起上课
没有一起放课
没有一起颠
但是
我们都有保持联络
我听她诉
她听我诉
比较会忘记闷
当我说到某某东西
眼珠里的
易破碎的泪珠
会不知觉的滚动
但我依然能哽着
收拾它

当我们面对着各方面的
环境，事情，人物，感情，心态藏着某种观点
自然的就会养成一种习惯
比如
常听别人说“习惯就好”
我觉得
没有100分
也有50分的领悟

你哭吧！

忘记了是几点钟
jolene的妈妈去carrefour
问我要不要一起去逛
二话不说
就和他们一起去了=)
她哥哥也有去
她很瘦
结果他比她更瘦
每一次看到他们
我满满的羡慕感
羡慕他们的好

距离不到半个小时
就到十点钟
抵达到家了
在客厅坐了一会儿
和爸哈啦几句
和家人说几句
和怡信息
弟把电脑让给了我
就继续聊
依旧地
访问一样的网站
逗留在一样的空间
听着随机播送的歌曲

就这样
肥妹子结束了这一天

You're not alone.

*but kei is alone*

nothing gonna change

Thankyou because you listens to me,my friends.my family..

Oh GODNESS!He looks pity today!
After Jeff told me something,more pity of him.arghhh!
Dont show infront of me because too pathetic on you.
FORGET IT!!chyi.
"Dont think back once you gave the letter".

Bad day again.I lost RM20 because of one stupid guy.He looks fierce.I not dare to said no to him when he ask me to buy the toothpaste.the worse was he kept ask me buy four toothpaste from him,RM20 per toothpaste.I kept to told that I have no money,but at the end I still have no choice since I in such condition.haiz..even is twenty dollar,but I sad too!it not worth at all.=(stupid.

Complicated

"So complicated my mood before and after sent resignation letter. I think this is the best way even it ' cruel to boss.I admit that I really cn't stay at there in long terms."I straight on my pc..then I share this at fb.quite bad today!no more worry after gave my resignation letter,but pathetic at once thinking about his situation afterwards.haiz=(This is what so called-selfish.Am I?

Almost four month I work there.What I thinks is stress more than happy I experienced at there,don't know why.Except the time with aunt,driver and salesman there,I bored at all.I can't work alone during working time.At least I have one colleague to talk to.Perhaps others will think that"work is work,got to accompany by someone?".sorry,I different,not such that independent human being.lol~~He said add on extra three hundred to me.I answerd him"No.I don't want."
I told myself"I want to leave since I caught the bads." I knew it very cruel happened today.but I must stand at myside.

Haiz.let time goes by..
I still young.I should not just to be stop.I have more and more chances..challenging..choices..in my life.It just depends on what I want to be.

Still have one month to go on.I will responsible with my position now,settle the things I not completed yet.I also give help as I know about that.I will lend hand to them as I can to those staff he hired soon.Hopes he get new employes in short noticed.That'what I able to do.

Rush

This few days.
How to describe?one word to tell "rush" I bored with my work company right now=)because of the mad boss!!!it' time to set me free.haha..
After finished work this noon,Aunt Irene and I went to interview at another company.Hmm..After reached there,I only realized the boss just ask aunt go for interview only.=)Too kindly..I means aunt^^.because she ask me go there together yer..quite embarresed because I not ask to interview..
But luckily the boss said wanna to hide person=) He said want to hide both of us.hehe..We are free!!!About the salary..don't know eh?!?... The boss called alan.he such a good boss!nice to listens to him.the way he talk with people is damn better than my boss now.at least,he know to respect and understand "life" theory.It such a big differences among both of the boss.shocked!!
On the other hands,isn't good for me to continue to further another course now?But I have no point.
Around 4pm,we only back from there.After I back home to took cloth,I straightly go to jolene'house.can chit-chat xia with her=)her family all nice and friendly person actually.funny too^-*
Her grandpa admitted to hospital.I follow them to visit "gonggong"too.They told that he is better than yesterday,he recognise me eh.Hope he get well faster!=)
Afterwards,we took supper at steven T garden.I wear my contact lens whole day.my eyes damn in suffering.tired too. yor..ate too many today!too full until wanna to vomit!!!only regret after ate.hate leh.no choice.wuwu...haha!!!!!!haha!!!! ZOMBIE~~~

baba...mama...brother...aunties..go to penang for two days.hope they enjoys much!
my house full of silence without them.aha...
but my room quite bising because of aru and sun..they playing crazy you know?!haha..sot sot de..
let them to crazy and mad xia bahh!I cant join them because they too crazy lah..dance and acting there..lol-)

Not sleepy now.online secukup-cukupnya without disturb by brother.enjoy!
Sleep until secukup-cukupnya tomorrow.Don't want to wake me up early tomorrow,kay?..=)