tear never gone

i read tat guy'blog..such a touching article for a gal...
totally i realize important thing about him..
i was jealous~~
he keep a gal in his heart for 4 years long,impossible for him to forgot her..
mine is 6 years long time compared with him to tat gal..
the gal reli lucky,she can saw him,talk with him and keep close with him.but mine all nothing!juz stupid hide in heart,no contact and nothings can said btw.
what can i do?nthing...
the only thing i can do is,
BLESSING to him.

阿婷，加油咯！^^

上星期，知道婷要过去槟城读书. 感觉很突然，因之前都没听她说过
..我连续几天一直问她想清楚了吗，真的过去啊，她一点会觉得很烦咯。哈哈。。可是，是真的嘛，过去那读书3年啊，不是3个月啊。。妈妈的鼓励，加上读医系不错的待优，所以就去读吧。。我想这里的一切她都会很挂念，尤其是XXx.:)
她的决定出乎意料，我很佩服，说真的。。如果现是我，或许我不会的，我是那种舍不得的人，适应能力又不是很好。。嘻嘻。。
嗯。。不懂她在槟城读书会是怎样呢，适应，习惯吗？！~~~可是，一切都会好好的^-^加油哟！！

all the best wishs to you.
keep in touch.
^-^

HaPPy birthday to chloe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!生日快乐!!SELAMAT HARIJADI!!
26/06 my dear friend'birthday.hAppy Birthday to her even im not celebrate with her yet,hopes she dun mind o...and i owed her a birthday present too..hehee..we are busy on our ownself,but still keep in contact^-^coz the reason what the friends are..:)im always be ur sides de ohx..
hmm..ah ying...ALL DREAMS COMES TRUE..gambate ya!!^-^

unhapi college day 25/6/08

i sat for accounting test yesterday.im weak in mathematics:(the unit i most worry.but i believe not worry for others peoples,just me..
*bullshit*i hate=.=
i was blur and sudden dunno how to answer the question ard.so stupid!!!although i got do revision and redo the question at hum..haiz...really upset...my friends looks at me,but i dun dare face them coz of my stupid emotion.but i reli cannt control my tears when i not done yet and saw my friends busy on tat,juz felt y im like tat 1 dunno what to do d.so useless..jolene said:dun cry,nvm de lahx..i know but haiz~~ah wei said:at once gt correct oso get the marks..but not sure~~haiz...

'went wrong'

totally different what i thought before.
anythings went wrong.

today i was wrote a journal about the day when everything went wrong.i got idea to tis title,but dunno why,when i started wrote,there such different things.i cannt express myself as well.so stupid!

haiz...still not study for accounting yet ,tmr goin a test=.=
hopes the continuosly exams can pass through easily~
need study later...bb...

what can i do?

ya..college life is good for anyone.

but now just a begins,i........

study!!!

doing homeworks!!!

doing courseworks!!!

prepare presentation soon!!!

i want become mad already-.-

such like not enough time for me to do other things.tired.

can i over all as well?

:(

try my best i thk~~

happY FATHEr day^^

oPP!!today is father day a!!
my family no celebrate with dad,just being normal..so bad...
i din hv prepare present for daddy..coz i such no time de...felt S.o.r.r.y oso speechless=.=
hmm..juz now drank the red wine wif dad,then my aunt said dad celebrate himself with wine.
i just quite,then i told tat dad din care abt any special day,coz he oways said gt heart evyday is da same 1..haha..he dun romantic 1..
dad told me tat his children be good listens to him,then tat was enuf for father day's present v given to him.wow...he so easy satisfy..hehee...^^and of course,i will be his good daughter all da time,i promise.however,my dad is a understood,loving person.he oso a IN ppl nehx,he oways upgrade himself 1..hehee...he is my dad 4ever~hapi father day 父亲节快乐even i din spoke out*-*
I LOVE DAD!!
I LOVE MUMMY oso!!if not,unfair hor...^.^

• 现在是凌晨1.34am。
• 明天没课，原本是和友们去唱K颠下，血拼的~
• 夜时，婷突然简信过来说不能去了，她被妈咪骂。因为她原本明天是跳几节课*不是很重要嘛*，和我们一起出去。结果她告诉妈咪，她姐又说她几句，那还得了？！没办法，只怪她乖女，很坦白。值得鼓励，嘻嘻^-^
• 到最后，她还是没得去。..没法子咯。
• 之后，我和敏还是决定要去，真的好想去大声高喊。很三八叻---
• 结果叻：还是去不成==最后一分钟，才知道敏在rush the coursework。看她忙得很，尽管想去，但还是算了吧，告诉她不要去了。就让她先忙她的吧~加油咯！
• booking ard,me oso prepare ard..nvm luhx...
• maybe wanna remind m3 dun goin out & study at hum gua..haiz...study lohx..=.=
• i thk dad is the most hapi person when know m3 dun hv out tmr.hehee...

tired but enjoy~~

ugly jac,lenglui jolene,pretty ah wei:)
what tis legs photo? i was just nothings to do,blek:P
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i just wanna happy,
happy!!!!!
izit hard for me to get it?
anythings i expected totally different with the real.

14/06/08,sat.
yoo...yoo!!!im jealous lah...
my sista went to eason chan 's concert ard..
she so lucky nahx.
at the last moment,get the free ticket from fren yoo..
so So So gOOd ya!
me leh?
=.=

today went to museum to took photo for the coursework.
wat a unlucky day?!
'work in processing'
aiyoo..
then jolene,mei,and i ard moody abt tat~~
but at the last,
v got photo oso lahx..hehe..^^
after tat,
v decide went to midvalley,walk around at there..
even i cnnt shops coz financial problem.
really suffer without M.O.N.E.Y~~
-----wow-----
2day is the day most i taken the putra lrt,ktm a..
tiring la...

after bac hum,
juz felt tiring,tat is good!!^^
coz i can sleep a bit early.
yterday i was sleep by 9.30,really unbelieveable even myself..
now 12.48am.
hopes have a nice sleep later likes yterday^0^
~~~BLess~~~

posT COMMEnt

leaVE Some commENT Tuu M3 at my blog??
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coursework~~coursework~coursework=.=

*东-菇-头*

前发留长了，我不想剪但不习惯，想了又想，还是跑去剪了刘海。又做傻婆了，哈哈！！。。别人觉得我不好看很好笑我是知道的，我却爱唱反调，但我除了剪刘海，就不懂要剪么了^''
想换个短发型却又舍不得，我就是这样，因为不喜欢做决定~
烦着coursework的同时，看着自己傻婆丑照，在那边笑下的感觉也不赖啊。

8.6.08,saturday.

A day went to leisure mall with mummy & aunt.tat was around 12pm v reached,luckily tat not parking full coz still early mah.hehee..during weekend,that was few parking everytime shopping at leisure mall,sometimes can really said that ' PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA'*actually this is a chinese words,just conversed it by my funny dad jor,so i learn from him de^-^*...there got a functions tat day,it organized by DENZA which a dance society celebrated their 1st anniversary.mummy,aunt&bro wanna watchin the performance by them.that performer included kinda childs,teenages,sexy gals,mature woman..so funny of all of them even they are not such perfect in performing at all..hehee...but okayla..^^many people interested in watchin,especially sexy gals...wow,wow~~hwver,im not.i just felt bored coz no $$ then no shops to me,so no mood to pay attention of them,just accompany family watch together..somemore,very pity nahx~finally..finally...i wait till the shows finished very hard,haha...
then,what gonna to do next?>>>>dang dang dang.mummy treat us a big meal in SUSHI KING, i luv it much much+++ my most favourite food,Y.u.m.m.y!!!suddenly,i likes to take some photo,but my phone was in low battery==uselesss.after mummy paid,v just window walk..about 4pm,v ard went bac hum.before sleep at night,i wishs have a sweet dream coz i dunno why,reli cannt sleep well recently.and...-maybe go to cut hair tmr-*-*

!no title!

1/6/08,saturday night.
late post out..CONGRATULATION to pengantin nohx^-^*love 4ever*
took some photo wif my ah gor,sista during dinner time.:)
tat was bored,not much excited happens through da whole night.



LeTS phOTography>>>
v just likes took picha^-^samuel looks more mature&handsome when evytime i saw him.hAha..
oPp!!my BIG faCES!!:(

looks>>>>my stupid emotion..so funny...


i likes photo but im fat and ugly i know~~


blUr piCTure(fat jac,handsome samuel,cutie ruru,pretty shianne)

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recently a lot of unhapi things came to me,im feel no emotion anymore onto my face.
why will like tat?i really dunno==what the hell is it~~
i dun want cares anymore,all things ard gone.it is useless for me to talk much.
and..be tough,am i?

somemore...
i have to do my first HE coursewok,tittle is about adat istiadat perkahwinan..oh my godness!just left two more weeks,can i handle it wif my group members?-reli trouble- damn~~need to searching evythings>discuss>solve>finish it...hopes all can be done as well as we can:)
get help of members,all must be co-operation ya!!

123..moody
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bloggin on 8 june,sunday.

擦肩而过

这阵子心情不好时，总爱听着李聖傑的擦肩而过。他的情歌，音腔都很棒，听得很过瘾。。
尤其是一进chorus的时候~~


我愛著誰　愛到我有點醉
告訴我你是誰　能夠把我讓我變不對
你不會累　但我卻愛你愛到好累
從沒有為了誰　不顧安危付出一切
站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺
他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能活
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

你聽我說　你不要這麼做
你不要看著我　說你已經知道怎麼做
你很難受　我願意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛　再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺
他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能活
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過

-和以前钦慕的他就只有擦肩而过，没有开始，更没有哪来的结束-

忍者

安慰自己的笑^.^



我很丑，但温柔blek:)



开始懂了，人心难测~~


忍者

人本来就有自私性的，

不要告诉我你叮点都不自私，那是自欺欺人~~

看到不顺眼的又怎样？听到刺耳的又怎样？烦又如何？难过又如何？-只有你自己明了-

感觉人和事的捉摸不定又能怎样？==

〉〉〉〉

就只有忍吧。。。。

==

tIriNG~~~

qUIte NO TIm3 for m3..

misS bLOggING..miSs my EVYTHINg...

deSire All i waNna..

a day with one of my best friend^^

~back from book fair at klcc convention centre~
31/5/08,saturday.
early in the morning,juz received msg from carlmen..wuwu...cnnt continuos sleep bcoz of the msg alert...haha...her boy's leg injured,then she din hv dating& nthings 2 do,so she invited m3 go around to book fair.*huhu,,nthings 2 do baru cari saya geh*....nola..in fact,v really long time no see-long time no chat,then decided out together mah^^ miss her much too~hehee...many story and happens been shares between us.non-stop topic,nonstop laugh,non-stop sharing there&bla..bla..bla..^-^besides,can cut off some unhapi during tat time,also not pay attention all things in da fair,wat v doin at there,of course just cares of chit-chat lahx.
hmm..after bought some stationary only,v taken the fast food because of her miss McDonald so much during her college camp,wakaka..wa~~long time i dinhv meal with Mc nehx~~went to watson,a place quite attractive to me,coz now in offer session mah,act such likes aunt^.^i tried the cosmetic products,havin fun at there wif carlmen.~~MAYBELLINE...KATE...LOREAL...REVLON...oh my godness!!i need $$$$$$$..wOW
at the same times,i was jealous the gals shops with fun lah..jealous gals are profession in make-up too@.@
body felt a bit tiring after reached home,but my mind does'nt tired.
gOOdbye...